With boundless intensity
With animal ferocity
I have PTSD, BPD, MDD, etc. (WTF? Yeah, acronym city over here, lmao). Just about but he only thing I *don’t* have is my Ph.D. … Yet.
I’m in therapy (DBT) and alcoholism recovery. Self-harm urges and suicide ideation (among other things) have been a recurring issue for me lately. Relapse was narrowly avoided recently as well. Sometimes it’s just really fucking hard.
This is a release for me, writing this stuff down. Who knows, it might save a life. That doesn’t really matter unless that life gets better … Mine has. (thankfully)
At the very least it’s an old hobby, resurrected. I’m a firm believer in self-expression.
If you are so inclined, read my “about” page or whatever the fuck it’s called on this thing lol.